What Dreams May Come

Ok, so first of all, I noticed (after relaoding my page several times) that not all the quotes I have in the quote script get loaded (190 in total), but I think I fixed the little problem so you all can enjoy a plethora of musings (read sacrastic banter).

Ok, so I had the most amazing dream last night, which depressed me when I woke up and realized where I was. So I am at a dance competition (which is odd in itself) and my turn comes up. The odd thing is that I am in one of those hotel conference rooms used during conferences. Even odder is that I am dancing on a tilting platform. But the weirdest, but best part, is that Gwen Verdon is one of the judges. I thought I was going to die. I do this jazz, tap routine with a cane and it just is amazing if I do say so myself. I am doing things I never thought I could: machine gun riffs, flipping off of walls, split switch leaps. I get done and the entire room erupts in applause and I jump off the platform out of breath and Gwen Verdon gets up, with another judge I could not recognize, and they escort me to the back of the room where they close a curtain around us (like in hospitals--those privacy curtains). They start talking to me but I am so out of breath and focused on breathing that I can;t understand what they are saying. The room clears and more people come in and I am asked if I am ready to do my performance again, which leaves me confused, I thought it was a competition. I say, "I don;t think I can do it that good again." And I finally hear Verdon say, "Yes you can. And you;re going to be great. You always will be." I look at her, she smiles, and I wake up. I just had this amazing feeling of euphoria, and then I realized where I was.

If I was ever more determined to leave Florida, it is now. All I need is that flippin green card in my hand for my freedom. Even with all the recent problems in NY, I still want to go there. I have been obsessed with living there ever since my first family vacation there as a child. I remember everything so vividly and I want to be engulfed by that city.