Just Keep Giving Me Reasons
I have sworn to myself, that come hell or high water, I am taking my savings, cashing in on my alternative social security funds and getting the hell out of Florida in August. I have two or three people as options for roommates, I am going to try and cash in on some favors and long time friends, and I am going to get away from all this infantile madness and purile bullshit that has become my everyday existence.
Despite how tired I am already from work and rehearsals, those are not the reasons. I am tired of being surrounded with false fascimiles who call themselves my friends. I am tired of friends who lie to me. Friends who have ulterior motives. Friends whom I have known since I was 16 and who have proven themselves time and time again to be shitty ass friends who always screw me over. Friends who think they are looking out for my best interest and who try to "keep me safe" from one thing or another, and then end up being the very same dangers they preached against. I tire of groveling neophytes and amateur plebes who don't have the balls to say to my face what they have no problem writing down in an e-mail.
Who the FUCK needs enemies with friends like mine?
This, of course, does not apply to everyone, but sadly to the majority of my friends who I have known for a very long time. Some people still see me as 16 year old, some people think I am an idiot and can't put two and two together, and some people are just shady shady shady. Don't bullshit the bullshitter - I know when I am being played.
Urgh...I am disgusted with these people, some of whom I am embarassed to say I once admired and looked up to.
I have sworn to myself, that come hell or high water, I am taking my savings, cashing in on my alternative social security funds and getting the hell out of Florida in August. I have two or three people as options for roommates, I am going to try and cash in on some favors and long time friends, and I am going to get away from all this infantile madness and purile bullshit that has become my everyday existence.
Despite how tired I am already from work and rehearsals, those are not the reasons. I am tired of being surrounded with false fascimiles who call themselves my friends. I am tired of friends who lie to me. Friends who have ulterior motives. Friends whom I have known since I was 16 and who have proven themselves time and time again to be shitty ass friends who always screw me over. Friends who think they are looking out for my best interest and who try to "keep me safe" from one thing or another, and then end up being the very same dangers they preached against. I tire of groveling neophytes and amateur plebes who don't have the balls to say to my face what they have no problem writing down in an e-mail.
Who the FUCK needs enemies with friends like mine?
This, of course, does not apply to everyone, but sadly to the majority of my friends who I have known for a very long time. Some people still see me as 16 year old, some people think I am an idiot and can't put two and two together, and some people are just shady shady shady. Don't bullshit the bullshitter - I know when I am being played.
Urgh...I am disgusted with these people, some of whom I am embarassed to say I once admired and looked up to.
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