Happy New Year Y'All
Some random thoughts and comments:
1) New Year's Eve was great. I really did not want to go anywhere or do anything. I did end up going to the dinner I was invited to and had an amazing time being around real people with amazing souls and a true sense of humanity. It is refreshing to be around people who tell it like it is, don't bullshit, and know how to enjoy life. Thankfully, half of them are in or are goig to be in NY so this makes it extra special for me as I have grown quite fond of them and enjoy being around them. I am even planning on flying up in Feb to audition for a show that one of them has written and is being workshopped and optioned for a possible Broadway run. Who knows...
2) Club Med went well although I feel like I could have done more. Felt odd being off site and just lazying about the hotel room working on school stuff and then going to rehearse. But the new G.O.s are nice and I had a good time. Hopefully the show went well. And I got paid, which is a plus.
3) I have no resolutions for the New Year except to continue doing what I am doing as I feel I am on the right track. Lose more weight, save more money, work up more motivation to leave.
4) B&B starts this week. I can honestly say that I do not know what to expect and am frankly a little trepidatious about working with people who have been rather disparaging behind my back. I know it should not matter as they are people who either think they know me and don't, or people who have known me for so long and still don't know me. Confront them? Sure, I could. But then that would give away how I keep finding things out and that would ruin the "fun." Hurts my feelings? Sure, sometimes. But it is an eye-opener if nothing else. It just keeps deadening the feelings and nerves so that it will all be moot.
And on that note, I am going to go back to watching the Cops marathon.
Some random thoughts and comments:
1) New Year's Eve was great. I really did not want to go anywhere or do anything. I did end up going to the dinner I was invited to and had an amazing time being around real people with amazing souls and a true sense of humanity. It is refreshing to be around people who tell it like it is, don't bullshit, and know how to enjoy life. Thankfully, half of them are in or are goig to be in NY so this makes it extra special for me as I have grown quite fond of them and enjoy being around them. I am even planning on flying up in Feb to audition for a show that one of them has written and is being workshopped and optioned for a possible Broadway run. Who knows...
2) Club Med went well although I feel like I could have done more. Felt odd being off site and just lazying about the hotel room working on school stuff and then going to rehearse. But the new G.O.s are nice and I had a good time. Hopefully the show went well. And I got paid, which is a plus.
3) I have no resolutions for the New Year except to continue doing what I am doing as I feel I am on the right track. Lose more weight, save more money, work up more motivation to leave.
4) B&B starts this week. I can honestly say that I do not know what to expect and am frankly a little trepidatious about working with people who have been rather disparaging behind my back. I know it should not matter as they are people who either think they know me and don't, or people who have known me for so long and still don't know me. Confront them? Sure, I could. But then that would give away how I keep finding things out and that would ruin the "fun." Hurts my feelings? Sure, sometimes. But it is an eye-opener if nothing else. It just keeps deadening the feelings and nerves so that it will all be moot.
And on that note, I am going to go back to watching the Cops marathon.
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